Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Testing, Testing...1, 2, 3 - this is from 8/11

So after I started having some sticky/watery CM yesterday I decided to reduce myself to POAS of the OPK kind this morning. I took one at 6:00am and another at 10:00am. And for me to hold my pee for that long after drinking a bottle of water at the gym is a feat in itself. But I did it for the good of the test. I haven't POAS in over 4 years and now I can't seem to stop myself. Good thing there are only 2 more in the box. But of course the test was NEGATIVE both times. I find that so strange because all my other signs of impending ovulation are here....the watery CM, the RAGING hormones. And when I say raging, I'm not kidding. I can't think about my lovely BJ without having to adjust the way I'm sitting because I get a slight tingle. I know I divulge too much, but who am I really hurting? :-)

So I sit and wait some more. Wondering if I should test again tonight when I get home. Thinking it might be best to just let it go and not worry about it anymore and hope that AF shows up on time or at least close to on time. We'll see I guess. I'll let you know tomorrow if I broke down and tested again. I'm so weak.

On a bright note....I received a blog award! That's right, little 'ol me that has been at this for just over a month or so! I'm so grateful to have gotten this award. Below are the instructions and my nominees for the award. I will tell you that most of my nominees have probably already gotten the award recently and I don't read enough blogs to fill the quota, but I'm going to do the best I can. So thank you slice of pie for nominating me!

Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link.Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

I would like to nominate the below blogs for the One Lovely Blog Award. They get me through the day by lifting me up, making me smile, letting me cry and they remind me that I'm really NOT all alone in my struggles:

Bottoms Off And On The Table...

Conceive This!

I've Got News For You...

I Never Thought It Made Sense Anyway

Living In Hope

Gracie In Brooklyn

We Got Hitched. We Bought the 4-Bedroom House. Now What???


Eileen said...

Thanks so much for the award. I have gotten a couple and posted it a few weeks ago, so don't think I'm ignoring it. It makes me feel specisl every time I am nominated. Thanks for reading ;-). I <3 your blog too.

Anonymous said...

Thanks so much for the award! I check here often, as you also help get me through the day! :)

Anonymous said...

Hi TeeJay - Thanks for the nomination. Not sure if this is legal but I nominated you too! Thanks for all the comments on my blog - and ongoing support!