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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

12dp5dt - Beta Results

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Now I know why yesterday's test was lighter than Sunday's.

Have to go back in Thursday morning to see if by some miracle this baby sticks around.

Not holding out any hope.

Thank you all for your support and I'm sorry that I don't have better news to report.

This fucking sucks. I'm such a sucker for hope. Fuck hope.

My Journey

August 2000 - starting TTC with husband 1
August 2001 - both checked, both fine
March-May 2002 - 3 BFN with clomid
June 2002 - consult with RE, plan for IUI, no insurance coverage therefore no procedures
July 2002-Feb 2005 - TTC naturally with no luck
March 2005-Sept 2005- single, no need to TTC taking BCP
May 2006 - No more BCP with new man
Oct-Nov 2008 - New round of testing with RE, both checked, both fine, plan for IUI with new insurance help
Dec 2008-Jan 2009 - IUI canceled due to functioning cyst
Feb 2009 - IUI #1: Gonal-F, Ovidrel = BFN
March 2009 - IUI #1: Gonal-F, Ovidrel = BFN
April-June 2009 - IVF #1 - BCP failed to diminish cyst, held on Lupron too long and only produced 2 follies, cycle canceled and switched to timed intercourse - BFN
July 2009 - IVF #1, Take 2 - BCP for 10 days, started stimming with Gonal-F, Menopur on 6/28 - ER set for 7/7 with 5 follies!
July 7, 2009 - 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized normally
July 10, 2009 - 2 8-cell embroyos transferred...beta set for 7/24!!
July 21 2009 - HPT reported a BFN, the biggest BFN I have ever seen.
July 24, 2009 - Confirmed negative beta....complete sadness
August 2009 - Begin a more natural approach to babymaking...we'll see where it takes us
January 2011 - Decided to take the bull by the horns and will attempt to be approved for Shared Risk IVF...we just can't give up yet. RE appointment set for February 10...fingers crossed.
February 2011 - Denied the Shared Risk program but going ahead with one final attempt at a biological child and doing a single cycle IVF. Please, oh please, let this work.
April/May 2011 - Got 5 mature eggs, 3 fertilized normally and we transfered 2 "ok" embryos (blast, early blast) on day 5. BFP - first ever after 10 years of trying at 8dp5dt. Beta was only 38 at 12dp5dt and then fell to 30.5.
May-December 2011 - Grieve our loss and try to put the pieces back together.
January 2012 - Decide to try Shared Risk Donor Eggs!! First appointment with RE is set for January 31!
February 2012 - Selected our donor and the very next day the match was complete! Waiting for treatment calendar from clinic and then we are off and running!
April 2012 - I will begin Lupron April 6 and our donor's ER set for May 3!
May 2012 - Our donor produced 10 eggs for us, 9 of which fertilized! We transferred one perfectly graded (4AA) 5-day blast on May 8 and were able to freeze 4 embryos. All frozen embryos are graded (4AB). Beta set for 5/21. BFP on hpt on 5/18 - my birthday!
5/21 - 1st beta - 804 (13dp5dt)
5/23 - 2nd beta - 1741
5/25 - 3rd beta - 3830

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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

12dp5dt - Beta Results

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